Wednesday, October 15, 2008

huh. so many things happening before and since school has started again.

firstly. not to be racist or anything, but a bloody fuck of a PUN = POON ass doesnt even have the fucking decency to return my book. its not my effing duty to remind him.. in fact, he's had the book since 3 weeks before the first holiday. that would be around the week starting 12th May. 5 bleeding MONTHS he's had my Twilight.

Monday: forgot to bring. he says,"never remind me?" im like,"i was supposed to remind you?" the best thing is, i said,"oh sorry. must have forgotten. didnt know i was supposed to remind you.." A BLEEDING SORRY!
Tuesday: didnt bring. he says,"you didnt remind me at night." and i'm[to myself and CherylYeo of course],"yah because i forgot? and i reminded you in the EVENING. AFTER SCHOOL. WHEN I WAS HOME ALREADY." and he says,"remind me tonight ok?" I BLOODY FUCKING HAVE BAND PRACTISE. I DONT HAVE COMMITMENT OR RESPONSIBILITY ISSUES unlike some people..
Today: DIDNT COME FOR LESSON. can you beat that? he has the decency to not come for a 2 hour lesson starting at TEN. its not like its at EIGHT. and yet, the fuck can go for GEMs at ONE in the afternoon. sick? yeah right. OHOH and he can come and be chummy with me, bitching about certain teachers or people in class or some modules. like GEMs. both of us are taking Personal Financial Planning(PFP) but on different days. "what do you do in the stupid class? whats the idiotic group thingy?" i'm infinitely GLAD im not in his class.

being catholic/christian, they teach you "forgive and forget". forgive? sure. might take some time.. forget? knowing me, maybe. my brain has a tendency to lock away unpleasant memories. but forgetting, right now, doesnt seem remotely possible or plausible.

then there's band. maybe in seondary school my playing was not bad compared to my bandmates. and ive probably forgotten what its like to be an idiot when it comes to playing technically accurate. secondary pieces look like easy peasy rubbish next to what im playing now.

found out yesterday we were to have brass sectionals with Mr Tan on saturday from 12.30 to 3.30. in my head, it was all "oh alright. cool. actually, GREAT. now i'll be forced to play up and stop cowardly pretending."

heh. emails are a great invention. checked this morning and was reminded of AYD. POOF went my dream bubble. i wish there were a way to go for both. i was also reminded by Roy's email that they might have to cut facilitators for the AYD thing because they put a cap of about 16-20 facils. i dont think its a cap on the facilitators. i think its more of the number of peopls each parish is allowed to bring. this yea we have about 100 confirmants at IHM which directly translates to less room for facils. last year, people in the other YM groups could go.

anyways, because they have to cut facils, im actually secretly hoping they would cut me so i can go for band. they already hinted they'll probably bring the older and more experienced facils. i hardly qualify for both. but they'll probably cut on the day itself so not much difference because i wont be able too make it for band because we're meeting only at 12.30.

havent gotten my braziliano praias yet. probably get either friday after school or next week. i dont think i'll be able to get it over the weekend.. actually, friday isnt a very good idea either... end at 5... but we have a 2 hour break from 1-3.. but nah.. knowing them they'll probably want to hang out somewhere in skol or email their girlfriends or play rubbish games.

SUNTEC CITY BUILD-A-BEAR HAS MY ELEPHANT STILL! i asolutely cant wait to get it. i hope by the time we can go and get it it wont have disappeared yet.. arraging time to go with the bunnies will be crazy. i think chen will be ok to go on the 25th of oct but becca being becca will be stressing over PW even though its only 2 weeks later. not to mention, getting it so early is like playing cheat because i'd be getting my present even before becca's birthday. which isnt nice. DONT BE EBIL CE! [yeah ebil. so? xDxD]

Zane the Elephant.
Blaise the Elephant.
Darrian/Darian the Elephant..

HAHA xD i like the first 2 better... I'd prefer the spelling as Darian and not Darrian but it looks so much like Durian. can u imagine? Durian the Elephant. Huh.

Posted by Ce at 7:13 pm